what im feelin....

my feelings a couple of hours ago...that still seem to want to stay!

[AWAY] bloging out my feelings...

waiting for someone....
ugh ! i should know by now that waiting for someone gets you NOWHERE... but i just don't know any other way to reach him. I've put myself out there,...i think....right?? why do i seem to attract the ones i don't want yet i can't seem to attract THE ONE ! what am i doing wrong??.......

what you just read was my away message. i didn't plan on writing a blog today but my feelings seemed to have something to say. i know i should be "looking" for a relationship. people always seem to tell me that it'll come when i least expect it, but trust me ive been waiting for a long time and im starting to get pissed! i mean, i look around and all i see are people in their happy relationships and i cant help but want the same. im human. and i know that fairy-tales DONT exist so believe me when i say i DONT believe in them. but some people get lucky and find happiness, THATS what im trying to find in my life...happiness. but i know i can find it elsewhere then relationships...but i still have to ask. why am i still single?